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About 4/5 yrs. ago I wanted to have another baby, but hubby want not ready. We had been dating for about 5year ( we were not married yet ) when I started bring up the conversation about have a baby together. At the time my daughter was 12 yrs old and my skids were 7 and 5. Hubby would always say thing like babies are to expensive , what about college, I rather we travel etc..... hubby knew that this was very important to me. I made it clear that I wanted to have a baby before the age of 34 and want to conceive in July or August.
How is it OK for DH to be at his exes house watching tv but it is not OK for me to get upset about it cuz he "Didn't want to have to drive back into town later to get the kids". When asked how he would feel if the situation was reversed I was made to feel like an ass. GETTING REAL SICK OF THE BULL*&#$!!!!!!!!!!! I know he loves me but sometimes I really wonder why he has his head up his ass!
I just totally blew up at ss15, he wanted some chips and I told him that I payed for the food in this house and he could goto grandma's house to eat since he wanted to tell her everything that went on in the house anyways. Dh said it was uncalled for, and right now I really dont give a damn.Dh stormed out and I told him to take ss with him if he was leaving. I honestly dont want to walk on egg shells everytime I do something or say something around here.
I dont know what my problem is. I am just so jealous of this whole situation I dont know what to do. My boyfriend, his wife, his kid, our family, which really isnt any sort of family. I just dont know what to do. I am so sick of the whole situation and I am simply turning into a hige bitch. It is wearing on the family. It is turning my nice kind man, into a beast, I am feeling tired and insecure, and terribly jealous. I just cant live another day like this. It is killing me, and I dont know what to do anymore.
what the hell would you do in this situation?
bm with out discussing it with dh decided to sign up ss for baseball. dh found out and she said that the schedule had not been decided and that she would discuss it with him before it was set which team he was on....fast forward to sunday.
Ss 15 is a bully and I am not sure what to do about it here. This morning it all came to breaking point with him. The boys were getting ready for school, and me on the couch watching them, well ss yells out that bio son aged 5 hit him, not true, and then grabs bio by kneck and hits on head. I yelled that I was going to have him arrested if he ever layed hands on him again. Well now ss has went and told monster-in law that it was all bio's son and I was going to put him in jail for defending himself and once again she is all over my ass over him lying once again to her.
Am I just being overly sensitive?
The teacher asked BM to make sure she sent SS with Valentines cards to exchange with the class, they sent a reminder home in the folders the day before, the teachers assistant reminded BM and BM told them- she would send them. It was also on the school calendar that is sent home and in the newsletter- I don't think BM looks at any of them.
On Friday they have the Valentine party and exchange and SS has no valentines.
The teacher had to give him a few that she had extra, so that he could exchange
I know that I am less tolerant because I am sick right now. I know that sometimes I over react. But I can't fight back the tears right now.
My SS who is eight talks about death and people getting killed a lot. Even on movies and TV when they show someone getting hurt he'll ask "They're dying aren't they?" when really they're just hurt. Last night he had a nightmare, came into our room. His dad was dead asleep so I woke up and talked to him for a little bit and got him to go back to bed. Well, this morning his grandmother pulls me aside to talk to me. She tells me that this morning he told her his nightmare was about someone coming into his room and stabbing him.
Hubby and I are at it again. Sounds ominous doesn't it? It's not nearly so scary though and it isn't us that are at "it".
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