And who does she call when her car stalls 3 blocks from her nasty apartment, who does she ask "can you turn around?" as he is running Munchkin SD12 to school like he does every single day, and then gets himself to work, where he wrenches all day every day so he can pay and pay and pay? Yup, you guessed it!!!!

She ran out of freaking gas. And calls MY husband, asking can he rescue her!!!!!!!

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all you Steptalkers!

And happy friday.

Today is my (hopefully) last day as a temp. I am taking a quick break from all the "cleanup madness", because I want to make certain that things are ok for when I am gone. I have officially not officially closed my contract and have a week of prep/break before I start my new position January 2!

New Year, new job! Twice as much money, Medical, Dental, Vision, RETIREMENT! Oh and nice people 9I hope)

New year, new life.

So - perhaps I am being overly emotional about this ch!t.

DH has a big - very big famiy on his side. And I feel like the entire time I have been ignored, and blocked out, over 4.5 years. Like an appendage, a wall flower. I only go to gatherings and the occasional dinner. But I have been to pretty much EVERY gathering. And its the same thing, always. They get into their cliques. Its all about them. And what an awesome, loving family they are. Ive never been engaged in a conversation, I have tried many times to engage them in conversations, only to be ignored.

Munchkin SD12 has her Christmas program tonight. Last year she was in beginning orchestra and this year she is in advanced orchestra - playing the violin.

I wasnt nervous until just now - Toxic Troll BM MIGHT be there (she was there last year with soon-to-be-ex-bf Tweedle Dum). Toxic Feral Eldest MIGHT also be there. Havent seen her since Christmas last year.

So much has happened this year and now for sure she wont ask us to save a place!

Im going to leave a bit early, and get myself dolled up. Just to feel a little less nervous. Yah know?