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Well, bf is flying back from working in NY tonight at 8:00. He goes 1st thing in am to get skids and I'm dreading it already. I have been alone for two weeks straight during which it was my birthday and his birthday. I guess I'm whining or venting. But you know they have their mother and I am alone. My family doesn't live here. I know I know, but I just want to get this out... I don't want to have his kids the entire weekend. Saturday and Sunday night. I work two jobs and next week I'll be back at it and will have NO time.
I have recently found out that our 17 year old has been smoking pot, that is hard enough to deal with the trust is gone and everything, today however I have found out that his older brother (13 years older then him) my oldest step son is the one that got him high for the first time.... I am livid. I can't believe their father is so calm, how dare this adult child turn our younger children onto drugs.... I am anger behind belief.... I want to ring this mans neck.....
Countdown 2-1/2 hours until I can leave my beige cell. Truelight, Spongebob and Starr are meeting me at BJ's tonight (the bar and grill, the other kind will come later). Afterwards, we will drive home and then hopefully, it will be near time for Spongebob and Starr's father to come pick them up. After that - get out some shot glasses, some bourbon, some loud techno music, turn up the heat, get naked and BAM!!!! Let the kid-free weekend begin!!
I met my husband in my homestate about a year and a half ago. He has two kids aged 11 and 8 that he has full custody of. Not to long after meeting him I moved in with him. Then not too long after that we all moved to his homestate 1800 miles away, and in with his mom. This was supposed to be a temporary situation, next month it'll be a year that we've lived with her. I've been married to my husband for 4 1/2 months now. My husband cut ties with the kids mom about 6 years ago because of some illegal things that she was apparently wrapped up in.
Email sent around the office:
To: Office
From: Bossman #1
As a consideration for all. If you must make popcorn in microwave, please make sure that it does not burn. This creates a strong and acrid odor which is not easily eliminated since windows do not open to outside. Thanks for your consideration.
To: Office
From: Bossman #2
I don't know what an acrid odor is but I know it stinks.
To: Office
From: Offending popcorn maker
So I don't work Thursdays, so I was off yesterday. My back was still spasming and causing pain but it WAS getting better (notice the WAS). Then DH brought Atilla over... We told her to try to not climb on me because I had an 'owie'. She said 'Ok. I'm sorry you have an owie Fading." Well her nice calm attitude didn't last long. She was playing in her room and swinging around a My Little Pony plastic house and I told her to stop or she will have it taken away and get time out. Atilla no likey Fading's answer, so what does the little warrior do?
They say he is not bipolar, he is how do you spell physcotic. That he is not fit for society. So they are going to place him in a residential treatment center permanently. OMG!!!.. I feel so relieved, like a dark cloud has lifted from my house. It even feels different here now. I can actually breathe. The boy has demons, he is evil. And it is not all in my head.
I went downstairs this morning to start laundry and SD7's bedding is in the washer because she wet the bed AGAIN. Am I wrong or isn't 7 years old way too old to be wetting the bed this often. I'd say it happens at least once every 2 weeks. We know there isn't a medical problem because DH took SD7 to the doctor a while ago about it. SD7 was going to the bathroom multiple times a day at school so the teacher was concerned. Turns out SD7 is just fine, it's her attention span and discipline to stay in the classroom that need some work.
afew weeks ago my H sent a DNA sample to see if his son(8yr old) is his.... it was my card so it was sent in my name.... I opened it thinkin it was junk mail... it said my SS is not his... 99.9999% not his... I dont know how to present this.... how do I tell him that this boy isn't his blood... I wanna "play dumb" but I can't with it being opened... I just don't know what to say...
For me: Its tossing and turning at 2:00 a.m., and needing to reach over just to touch him, just to know he's there. He may be snoring like a bear, but he's there. It's him touching me on my cheek for no reason at all while he's talking on the phone. It's a smack on the butt when I bend over. It's hearing that I'm beautiful when I'm not wearing any makeup and my hair is atrocious. It's the time he's used his lunch break to pick me up and take me out for sushi when I know it's not convenient for him. I guess for me, what makes it all worth it, is the little things that make me smile.
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