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She called with a 5-minute long sob story about how she's about to get fired from her job and she locked her keys in her car while the car is running and she needs DH to come save her. HA! Yeah, right. DH was like "Umm.. sorry I can't leave work."
I won't go into details, but after a long day of work and home, the kids finally went to bed, DH and I took a shower, and we laid down. We were talking and he started touching me, and I said, "No I want to cuddle first," because for some reason I got scared. We talked for a little bit and cuddled and he started rubbing my back (all very gently), and then he started kissing me and making his way down (sorry if this offends anyone). I immediately started crying and I didn't know why, all I know is I didn't want to do anything sexual.
I am going to have to pick up SD's in Georgia in June for the 5 wk summer visit. Facing BM gives me anxiety attacks. My SIL and Aunt in law are going to join me for the 3hr drive, but I can still feel the anxiety ALREADY. Shortly after DH and I were married, BM informed DH that I was to stay in the car at the exchange, that she couldn't deal with it. The exchanges have proven to be difficult emotionally, and DH felt that it sent the wrong message to the girls if I remained in the car, since I never had previously.
she is just too cute 
YOu sit with your headphones one watching stupid videos or playing computer games.....DH you wonder why SS doesn't like to come here, or why he doesn't talk to you. It's pretty hard to talk to someone that has disengaged and is self serving.
GROW UP you are 45 years old and you don't have to play computer games like you were 18.
This is probably my biggest complaint. I HATE COMPUTER GAMES......I hate his computer....I am fed up with being the micro manager in our house.....UGH.
Less than 48 hours after BM walked out of mediation - surprise, surprise...We get a little visit from DSS. She had called and said she was on her way so I called my lawyer whose response was - "Let her in." So I did. I was home alone and DH was picking up the younger kids. The allegations were filed mere moments after mediation ended. The anonymous caller (BM) said my DH was abusive to the SSs AND ME! My DH is the passive sort - I'm the dominating one in the family. Everyone I have told this to has just laughed.
so i had child support ordered not to long ago, it's not much only 260 a month, he's alreay 5 months behind (i know not much compared to what a lot of dads are) i have supported my dd full time for 2.5 years and have gotten less than 300 from this sorry excuse for a dad. i do not know how the f*** i'm going to get through this pay period. I asked him if he'll be able to get me a payment that was due on the first tomorrow when he gets dd for visitation he just got a bran f***ing new cell phone and new number AGAIN and can't get me anthing for another fucking week.
:jawdrop: Ok so i dont know what to do DH is going to pick up SD tomorrow and everytime those days come around i start getting depressed and moody just uncomfartable with the idea that shes going to be here and Sunday we were talking about that and he got mad because he told me why dont u love her like u do our son and i simply answered Because shes not mine and even putting up with her is had so he grabbed me by both my arms and slammed me against the door and now on both arms i have his fingers imprinted as bruises and im not easy to bruise i was surprised to this day i cant move my left
Does anyone ever wonder how their SO or DH or DW was ever in love with their ex. I look at BM and I just cannot see how he ever felt anything for her let alone have four kids with her. I almost get confused and need an explanation like why would you? How could you find her attractive with the way she looks, acts and the words that come out of her mouth I just am so confused sometimes.
This is an update to my Doctors, Kids, and BM blog from yesterday.
Just a general overview from that blog: