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I took today off for a mental health day. It was a good idea. I realized that I need to go on anti-depressants and made an appointment to see a doctor this evening. I realized that I have become really depressed and anxious all of the time. I am not sleeping well. When I do, I have anxiety-laden dreams. I can't focus on work. I am not enjoying my life the way I used to. I have to do something about this.
DH has been letting the kids play with his wedding ring. He calls it the one ring to rule them all. I've told him repeatedly that I feel very uncomfortable watching his 6 year old son run around with it because he can loose it. (This is the ring that I gave to him when we got married in the Carribean and I just feel that it's irreplacable and it's not just another toy for the kids to play with.) I made sure that it was made of tungsten for the very specific fact that if he ever caught his hand on something at work it would break, hopefully, before any real damage was done to his hand.
Anyone had an issue with a skid incessantly lying? I got my hair done by the same lady who did SD7's hair and the hairdresser told me that SD7 told her that me and her father weren't married and that I was just his girlfriend. She also maintained the lie's of abuse going on in the house. We've had DSS in our house twice because of her false claims and they always see that her and my BD2 have a warm, loving home and SD7 is just having trouble coping with the fact that BM no longer lives there.
YAY! Dh worked it out so the Bull mastiff dog (who is part pit) is going to go live with ss19. Ss19 just moved into his own tiny one bedroom house but it has a big fenced yard. Yesterday we called him and asked if he could take the dog if we help him with the expense of getting the dog fixed and help out with food if needed. Ss19 can bring him on visits weekly.
I had a conversation with FDH about SD's writing on the wall of her room and what I considered to be atrocious behavior on July 4th. His reaction was that he is going to talk to SD Thursday when she's here about writing on the wall, make her clean it up and any other (non-existent) marks on the wall as a consequence. He really doesn't think it's a huge deal. I am sure he'll forget about it by the time she arrives. He also thinks her behavior at the block party was just "what happens when you bring an intensely shy kid to a party". He also thinks her appearance was fine.
So, BM was *supposed*to be handling getting the skids signed up for day camp for the summer. She lied to FDH and said it was all done and set in stone weeks before school ended for the summer. We found out the Friday afternoon before the week it should have started that in fact, she had not gotten them registered because “they were full.”
I’m putting little in quotes because my SS is 27 yrs old and is 6’4” and weighs like 230
Where do I start?
So BM's DH has been charged with first degree rape. He's had his first court case and the judge tacked on three additional felony charges after listening to witnesses. Right now, if convicted he's looking at a minimum of 15 yrs. with these additional charges he should get way more. His next court date is tomorrow. We will see what happens. Still haven't been able to get a hold of our lawyer to see how we can move forward with getting the kids out of there. BM's DH is out on bail during the trial and staying with BM.
Well SD is back at it. If you read my blog she's been bad mouthing me and DH to her mom while at our house. DH gets a text from BM this weekending calling him an SOB saying that she can't believe he took SD's Ipod away and that we were trying to keep her from talking to her daughter. She also said that she's so scared for her daughter because she still has 5 weeks with us and SD was so sad. We believe the messages were meant for someone else and she accidentally sent them to DH but she claims she meant to send them.
SD20 is just jumping on my last good nerve. I'm really close to hating her. I'm sorry, I can't help it.
So she overdraws her account, DH gets the notice and texts her, she cries to daddy about how she lost her job. OK, she got fired for bad attitude toward boss, co-workers, customers, pretty much everybody. She should have been fired a lot sooner than she was.