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OK I have treated myself for the lice I found on Monday with the RID stuff. Still found more Tuesday so tried another treatment with olive oil and vineigar...I've been combing my hair every day but I still itch. Ive done the listerine thing and I still itch. Does that mean I still have it? How long does it take for the itching to stop? Help please from anyone whom has been there...it also does not help that I can't stop thinking about it and that makes my skin crawl but I really do itch. So do I still have it?
I'm entertaining myself with some evil demise and I'm trying to think of solutions to my problem right now grumpy DH and the type of hubby and father he is becoming with his lack of wisdom and lack of patients and lack of effort, and just plain I dont care attitude about life right now....Oh wow I just got an idea. The wicked step mom is on to something but actually on to a master plan to help my husband be a better father...
SS15 can't stand that our five year old is going out for pee wee wrestling through his school and learning something he isn't so guess what tomorrow he is going out for high school wrestling with a messed up shoulder just because he can't stand that my son is getting attention for a sport that SS15 has never done. SS15 is in Karate, and Baseball.
See my last blog for more info, but essentially the last 2 Contempt Charges against BM were dismissed. So 2 weekends ago, she got the doctor to sign a note that SS5 (fractured leg) could not travel more than 1 hour. We live 2 hours away. My belief - so they won't be around me because MIL/FIL live near BM. So we call doctor on 11/9 asking how long this restriction is. She states that it was only precautionary in case he got it wet or stuck something down the cast. So he is clear to come here this weekend.
I am just feeling beat down, run down and torn up. I am so exhausted with trying. Things have never gone well with the step kids. Things are tense with me and DH. He wants an easy way out. I just want a happy family for my boys... with or with out him...On top of out relationship issues we are facing bankrupcy, maybe even forlcosure on our house and of course it is all my fault because I used credit cards to make up for our lack of income when we did not have enough to get by. I pick up the over time when I can.
Will wonders never cease?? DH was completely surprised her response to him verifying if step-demon will be dropped off at 7pm was decent. Well as decent as she can be...."she'll be there about 7pm!"
After venting now, thanks for listening steptalk. I need to take a few deep breaths relax and think things over...Plus I am getting sick started coughing to the point of throwing up and can't stop so I need to calm down and take care of myself while I figure things out.
bm took us back to court, right before she did, her state asst was ended because she collects dissability, so she took ss out of daycare with out dh's consent even though they are supposed to have 50/50 say. Im assuming her financial downfalls does not mean that she starts to make 100% of the decision of ss's day care status. dh never went to battle over her braking the court order and taking him out of day care because we were already gearing up to go to court. and he though it would get handled in there.
When it come to my step-kids. Everybody knows from reading past blogs that my dh expects me to watch the kids and give his parents a break on the weekends so he can go hunting. My ss is 8 and my sd is 10. My dh expressed he wanted to get them a go cart for Christmas this year. I let him know I did not want him to get them one. Why he ask, because one, they are not that responsible, two they can get hurt,and three there is no where to ride one unless they ride it in our backyard. Also I expresse I would not allow them to ride the thing unless he was home and out there with them.
So ya know how I was bitching about SD8 having headlice again and how my husband and I got into a fight bc I didn't want her here bc I didn't want her depositing those nasty things everywhere she goes?....well after we had that BLOW OUT fight where I was the BITCH for not wanting her here, that asshole calls me today to tell me he called BM and let her know we(him and I) have "plans" this weekend so we couldn't get his BD. WHAT THE HORSE SHIT!!!!
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