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So DSS28 texted my a photograph of the Christmas tree he and his "soon to be fiancee" put up over the weekend. The accompanying script was "It's real cause that's how we roll." Let me give you some background here, DH and I have been together for 20 years and married for 17, for the first 5 we had real trees. I can give you a clue who did the needle cleaning. After the first two years together I can also give you a clue who decorated the damn thing all alone while everyone else pursued other activities. Putting away? You know. So ... I sent a text back saying how pretty the tree.
Fiance and I were discussing last night about how excited we are to have our baby. He said it's so different with me being pregnant. He said that the entire pregnancy with BM was filled with dread -- they both pretty much knew their relationship was crap and they both just stuck around to see if it'd get better. We talked about it being so nice that we will have complete "say" in our kid's life, where we don't have that with the skid's lives (obviously because they are BM's too).
Then he said the thing that broke my heart...
So DD is almost 4 months old and I'm trying to get a baptism scheduled for her but as usual I keep running into roadblocks because DH & I are not married in the church. We are not married in the church because DH doesn't want to have to go thru the annulment process which I kind of understand but I swear if someone has the nerve to tell me that I'm going to hell again because of this I'm going to hurt them.
I have a bit of an issue explaining myself, but I'll do my best.. This might get choppy.. Appologies in advance! LOL
The 'Children's Bill of Rights'
My daughter came home from school one day,
with a smirk upon her face.
She'd decided she was smart enough,
to put me in my place.
"Guess what I learned in Civics Two,
that's taught by Mr. Wright?
It's all about the laws today,
The "Children's Bill of Rights".
Need to post an update on the twins and the saga surrounding them. It's been a busy few days. I've had my 12 week scan (so far so good) and I'm feeling much better about everything. I went to the medical centre with an ex-bf who I am still v good friends with. He was really great and the staff thought he was the father. He was so so supportive and excited for me. However I just wanted that to be SO 
I am so glad to find this site, and I am so glad I am now with people who can relate to my situation. I really hate being a step mother, it's always a balancing act all the time. I cannot make any decision without considering the 2 step kids. Having no freedom in this sense really suffocates me. Before I married my husband, I was so positive that the relationship between us all will work. So I did my best and always put myself last so no one will have a problem with me.
I am at the end of my rope. I'm ready to throw the towel in. I can't believe that I left a comfortable home, my sons (19 and 22), peace and quiet, contentment that I raised my kids and now is my adult time, to a home that is not mine, where I am treated like the girlfriend that is spending the night, to whining and complaining in the mornings (from SD12), my rights and opinions are at the bottom of the pile, I'm expected to pick up, wash, fold, and to keep quiet about the intrusions on my time, my peace, my plans, my comfort, my things, for BM and SD12.
A little food for thought, where are the guy's rights?
First off, if you are sensitive, then read no further. The purpose of me writing this blog is not to try to offend anyone or judge anyone or put anyone down. Any of you who have read my posts in the past know that while I may bring up heated topics, my intention is never to be derogatory or mean and I understand everyone's situation is unique.
One of the SD had a boyfriend and she had not come for a few months and now that they had split up, she is now going to come back. I don't know what to do, it will be twice the trouble again. I am so helpless because I know it is her right to come back and I have no right to stop it. I could not stand her at all, she is very disrespectful, very selfish, very ungrateful,very lazy and so full of herself. It's very hard because I have to adjust to the situation again, I have nowhere to go, my family and friends are so far away.
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