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I have a dead bolt on my bedroom door. I have a lock on my pantry. I change passwords often. I check the locks on my windows and doors all the time. Sounds like I am one paranoid bitch, huh? Nope. Just have been invaded over and over and decided I was taking my house back. I despise my DH's son. I despise the fact that their mother abandoned him and I was forced to raise him for years while my husband traveled. My marriage is healing, slowly. I am ashamed of letting this kid get to me. But I am not alone with all these feelings of rage, entrapment, resentment. That kid used me up.
Until reading what others have to say I don't feel all alone here. My husband has 2 children from a previous marriage. His Daughter lives with her mother she is sweet His 20 year old son lives with us It has been 4 years going on 5 and I am tired of all the drama my stepson brings here I can't count all the times he has got violent. He has this problem where he wants to be in control over his father and me.
My DH and I got in an argument last night. I was checking SD's cell phone (part of her agreement to having one due to past issues) and there was a text from BM about how much fun she had over the weekend(visitation). I told my DH that I was jealous and I wished it could be like that for us and he started going off on me, saying what am I supposed to do about it. I am tired of being hurt by him and the skids.
DH and I went to his family's house which is about 2 hours away this weekend. Plans were made to see his grandkids..he has 4 kids and 3 of them have children.
He then mentions that his daughter - who I LOATHE - MAY be coming. He mentions it casually...
So my thoughts go back to her psychotic rant back in January..she hates my guts, I'm his worst mistake, I've ruined his life, I've destroyed such a good man...I could go on and on but she made me feel in ways that I've never felt towards anyone before. Hatred is the word of the moment.
So it is official, my sil is engaged and will be a sm within the next year. Poor girl. She is a beautiful intelligent girl, but has never been able to pick a great guy. Her bf in high school were thugs. Her bf in college cheated on her. Now her fiancé... He is divorced with twin 12 yo girls. Now, he does treat her better than the others, but in all honesty she could do better. Mil thinks this guy is as good as it gets. Let's see, fiancé is a heavy drinker to start with. He also openly admits that he isn't going to discipline his girls when he has them because he hardly sees them.
Well it has been a few years since i have been on here. I completely forgot about this sight until today. I feel EXTREMELY alone. Only in reading some of the other posts, do I feel that I am not. If you have read my previous blog it would be helpful. If not I will try and recap quickly:
Happily married to her ex we knew of each other in college and she got knocked up and dumped and is taking it out on me that he dumped her pregnant even though it was 2 years ago and we are now married. WTF?
I live 8 hrs from my 24, 21 & 19 yr old kids. They are Awesome people!!!
I married a man about 3 yrs ago that has 4 boys...Now ages 15, 13, 11 & 9.
Their Mom live's in the same small town. She is part of their life... but has not taught them responsiblitty, manners, integrity ect... she's very lazy, unconsistant and lacking common sense. When things get tough she has dad deal with the boys no matter how inconvient it is for him.(which is daily) I refere to her as slacker mom. The boys are very agressive and not respectful at all.
Newsflash: DW will be leaving next week for China at the end of April, on business. For three weeks. :jawdrop:
I'm a new stepfather (married last year) and I have never been alone with the skid for more than 4 hours. And he was in his room the entire time. DW is the common denominator in our lives and the fact that she's going to be gone for that long scares the shit out of both me and the skid.
I am living with my boyfriend and his 16 year old daughter. I've started to notice the more comfortable she gets around me the more I see things that make me uncomfortable. She will sit on her dad's lap and she talks like she is 5 yrs old. Calls him "Dadddddyyyy". She will come in our room if she is left alone to long in another room and she will lay in bed beside him and pull his arm around her or she will cuddle up behind him and spoon him.
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