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I just realized this morning that DH and I might have HUGE problem on our hands, and I honestly don't know if I'm willing or able to handle it.
BM was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I've known this and so has DH. DH lived it for quite some time with BM. DH has compared Jodi Arias(BF killer) to BM. DH says that Jodi Arias acts exactly like BM and they both share the same traits. DH even said that Jodi Arias spoke just like BM speaks. DH couldn't handle me watching the trial and I had to change the channel. Anyway..
Yesterday DH was taking SD7 to a doctor's appointment. I was talking to him, happy to talk to him...and then he puts SD7 on the phone to talk to me. I roll my eyes and exhale sharply, because I don't want to talk to her, I want to talk to my husband. She just says hi, but not much else. I ask normal questions you ask a 7 year old after a doctor's appointment...pretending to care. But she was giving me short, choppy answers and I didn't really want to talk to her anyway.
Heard from step sister late last night. She was informed that the DA no longer has the case. It has gone federal. She spoke to an attorney general and they were interested in what she had to say about her daughters age and the new pictures. Also that the original case has been sitting around since 2009 before getting sent up.
I hope my scum half brother goes to prison. And I hope my SM and father get charged with felony obstruction of justice and accomplices to felony child porn trafficking for deleting the pictures on their computer.
I always tell my children my heart is split into two pieces-which holds their name. And that is exactly how I feel, I am engaged-living together with my man which has partial custody now of his set of twin 6 year olds boys. Is crazy because the first year when he had full custody everything was so good, I was like in a long honeymoon with him, falling in love, discovering my bestfriend and finally having a big family that i always wanted. But when the custody was split and we now only get the children part time (since his bm moved back )over a period I started to resent them.
DH made SD help me do the laundry because I'm getting to the point were bending over is uncomfortable no telling how I will be when I'm really fat and pregnant a few months from now . SD pulls out my thong undergarments and makes a gross face and tells me that pregnant women shouldn't wear thongs and that once you become a mom you need to dress like a mom. I just laughed it off. This morning she asked me if I'm wearing a thong and I told her my underwear are not her concern.
Last night DH went to bed at ten and all the kids had been in bed since 9. I decided to go on the porch and smoke before bed. While I'm out there the door opens and SD is just staring at me. I asked what was wrong and didn't get an answer so I stopped what I was doing and asked again. Still no response and she starts to walk outside and towards the steps like she's just going to walk into the yard. I was a little weirded out by this so I turned her around and walked her back into the house. Upon walking in I noticed the carpet right outside her bedroom door was all wet.
Everything, everybody were here before you. Kinda like the new girl in school, if you don't fit in, you are the odd one out, the weirdo, the outcast; if you try to fit in, you are the competition, everyone who is already there thinks that you are trying to snatch their territory. So should you just suck it up until you become one of the "oldies"? Or you change school with your fingers crossed, hoping you can find one without mean girls?
**** Answer to some of you who are puzzled:
So last night I was on my way to a New Moon ritual, and SS was playing in the court yard. I told him I was heading out, and that I'd be back in a few hours.
"Where are you going?"
"I'm going to my witch meeting."
"With pretend witches?"
"No honey, with real ones."
....
"There are real witches?"
"Yep."
"How do you know?"
"Because I am one."
"You're a witch!?"
"Yep."
"But,..."
"You can ask me all about it later kiddo, right now I've got to go."
DH and I are expecting our first baby together this fall. We decided to move SS13 out of his room, because it's right next to ours and he'll take the extra room downstairs. We've already started the moving/renovation process and I'm so excited! Anyway, a few people have questioned our decision to do this. Like it's totally unfair to SS and we should figure something else out. I think the thought of not having a room for a baby that will be at home 24/7 right next to the parents is ridiculous.
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