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We were at Walmart yesterday and as we were walking out this Guy was using those scooters for people who can't walk that great. So anyway the door greeter asked him what was wrong with him and he said his knee hurt. The door greeter told him unless he has a cast or crutches or something to that effect he wasn't riding it and to park it.
As he was walking off I noticed this Guy was walking great as if nothing was wrong no limp no showing of pain on his face nothing. He was walking normal.
Thank you so much everyone for your advice yesterday. My husband refuses to go to counseling for us, so if our marriage fails it will be on his shoulders. To keep myself sane I am disengaging even though he threatened divorce over it, and I have to tell you, even after one day, BEST DECISION EVER!!
Im tired... really tired... After BM made her usually effort after 4 days to butt into mine and my bf's time bf seemed to nip it in the bud. She of course got mad and blamed me called names so on and so forth... After chatting with him about he assured me it would be taken care of but he wanted to wait until he had to talk with her again, on the next trade off day. I was so happy and so proud, I knew BM was not getting the attention she wanted. Then BF went and confirmed weekend plans that had already been confirmed the next day. I feel horrified, let down, unloved, and like a third party.
... What people think of you???
Do you CARE if they have nasty opinions?
Do you care if the BM thinks unwarranted and unfair things about you?
Do you CARE if the BM or others spread rumors to make others believe ugly things?
I used to care. I used to care too much. Then I had an epiphany.
If someone dislikes you because they choose to believe something about YOU that you know in all certainty is waaaay off from who you are....Fuck em!
Right now BF and I are in a bad place. The drama and fight started yesterday when his precious ones were here (duh!!!) When they are here, there are always tensions (on both sides) and irritations (on my side, not sure how they feel, not that I care). The fight got so bad that I am pondering leaving again and of course the "I am bending backward to make you happy" speech from him surfaced as well. And of course the "I love you but I would have to let you go if you are not happy here, just think about when or if you want to go" talk.
Man the kid is a giant dork. If I have to hear him one more time,...
- dad, I love you
- hi dad
- dad, are you mad at me?
- ate you coming in the pool dad?
We ate at the fricken pool and ss14 had his shorts pulled up to his belly button to "hide" his extra weight. He has shouted for his dad like 8 times and it's making me nuts. Play with the kids.
Sheesh
I think this sounds horrible, but at least I am being honest. These last couple weeks without sd have been good. My stress level has been better and I feel there is a lot less tension in the house. SD called FH last night and asked if she could go see a movie with him on Sunday (without me of course). On one hand I was happy to see the two are making progress and going to spend some time together. I am also glad that she doesn't want me there, because right now I really don't know how I would be around her.
I can't for the life of me find that thread where the OP stated something about utilizing a google account to set up a cell phone account and then they could track / have a log of all calls an emails.
Anyone know anything about this or how it works?
I just realized this morning that DH and I might have HUGE problem on our hands, and I honestly don't know if I'm willing or able to handle it.
BM was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I've known this and so has DH. DH lived it for quite some time with BM. DH has compared Jodi Arias(BF killer) to BM. DH says that Jodi Arias acts exactly like BM and they both share the same traits. DH even said that Jodi Arias spoke just like BM speaks. DH couldn't handle me watching the trial and I had to change the channel. Anyway..
Yesterday DH was taking SD7 to a doctor's appointment. I was talking to him, happy to talk to him...and then he puts SD7 on the phone to talk to me. I roll my eyes and exhale sharply, because I don't want to talk to her, I want to talk to my husband. She just says hi, but not much else. I ask normal questions you ask a 7 year old after a doctor's appointment...pretending to care. But she was giving me short, choppy answers and I didn't really want to talk to her anyway.
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