Well, another year is upon us. I took a bit of a computer break this vacation. Was too lazy to even comment about it. Did a bit of cleaning and organizing.

NYE, my Dh, myself, and a female mutual friend splurged on tickets to an 80's party, and my husband suprised me with an overnight stay in an oceanside luxury hotel. Sounds nice right?

Welllllllllll.

It started out ok. Then slid into a ditch, was saved and ended well until DH got sick from "tequila flu". He is not a person who drinks, and his body has trouble processing alcohol.

Thank you to everyone for the open and honest input from my Christmas post.

First - I turned it around this time. Instead of staying around, feeling bad because shes cying (I imagined) in her room, avoiding me and cleaning or lounging in a dark living room in my jammies watching netflix movies (which under any other circumstances would have been wonderful), instead I put my stuff in my backcpack and drove to the coast and walked on a trail along the beach.

Im being so lazy with Christmas! Its here, yay! Looking forward to a nap and then festivities and gorging on delicious food, seeing my parents and doing the massively fun white elephant gift exchange for adults after the kiddos do a gift grab extravaganza,

Munchkin SD13 is really looking forward to it after spending Saturday celebrating Christmas with BM Toxic Troll, SD20 Feral Forger, and TT's sister Homeless Troll along with grandparents on that side.

Those of you who know my story and background, know that I really do love SD13. She is kind and mostly thoughtful. Her mother and sister are mostly not. So there is over 5 plus years of pent up and unexpressed anger and resentment.

Last night I had an eruption of anger, mostly at DH, and some of that filtered to SD13. I am still so angry this morning and have zero outlet.

So - my story.