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I got inspired by a member here I believe it was ladyface who told me to dress in nothing but my recovered purse and let DH find something special about my body. He was finding a few special things to say the least without going into to much detail. His phone rings and we both hear BM's ring tone and ignored it. she rang his phone a total of 3 times before DH decided it could be something about the kids and answers it. I can clearly hear BM say -you know you want to lick my furry kitty-. DH told her not to call back and hung up. That just killed my mood.
I'm going to be 1 week overdue as of tomorrow. NB is being stubborn.
I had a horrible reaction to pitocin with BD2's birth. My blood pressure spiked and I ended up bleeding for 3 months afterwards. My doctor has promised me he'll use it only as a last resort, but I'm still very very worried about it.
I've tried black cohosh, evening primrose oil, walking, dancing, spicy foods, castor oil, and jumping jacks (re: the last two; I'm getting desperate lol). Dr. stripped my membranes on Monday. I've been doing lots and lots of praying today...
Finally last night we had a quiet talk, we were both calm so no drama there. I told him how I felt about the kids situation and why I acted the way I acted. Such as the door slamming, kitchen drawer slamming, toilet paper dangling on the floor, never pick up after themselves....etc, small things but frustration built up. He seemed to understand and willing to accept that there was nothing wrong with me feeling the way I felt. I said, "I don't know, maybe it will get better over time or..." He said, "You won't. It will drive me nuts.
How my DH would feel about BM- He wouldn't miss her but he would be devastated for his kids. She is still their mom and they still love her.
How he'd feel about SDs- He'd be beside himself with grief.
How I'd feel about BM- I wouldn't miss her but I wouldn't be happy either. She's still a human being, and she's still the kids' mom. I would be sad for them.
How I'd feel about SDs- I'd feel horribly.
DH has been relentless about every single thing he perceives that DD14 does wrong
Normally I have my bio kids all the time because their father has been stationed away for a while and when he did live close by before he was on a ship so his schedule was random. He just got back and settled a little while ago and today he picked up the kids to take them for the weekend! On top of that, skids BM just came and got them for her weekend with them! Dh is not home from work yet and its actually a drill weekend for him (Guard)sooooooo.....I am all alone this weekend!!!! I'm doing a happy dance and probably will be sitting around drinking wine naked by noon tomorrow! WOOHOO!!!!
So im taking the skids to preschool/camp, SS6(CJ) and SS5(MJ). MJ wanted to ask me a question and on accident to get my attention he called me mom so
CJ- "OO, you called her mom"
MJ "I ment R" and then says "well shes our mom too, shes our stepmom"
CJ- " not yet, her and daddy arent married. Mommy says she is just baby mama number 2"
So I ask him what BM called me and he repeats it and say that she called herself "baby mama number 1".
Is it just me or is this not pathetic?
Do your skids say/do things that don't make sense to you but you are sure the heard/experienced it some where? Like BM's maybe? But you hate to ask where they got it.
:jawdrop: By the way my boyfriend, me and the kids live together
Maybe its BM or maybe I'm playing into my own insecurities. The other day I drove DH to BM's house to get my purse back and after threating to press charges she handed over the purse. The whole time she was calling me names and she asked DH what he saw in me. DH told her I am beautiful in ways she never was. Driving away I hear her yell that I am boney and disgusting to look at.
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