My x decided to not move to alaska. i heard through friends that he got a job just a couple hundred miles away and not moving the hell outta here b/c he wants to stay close to the kids. OMFG, I am so angry b/c that was going to be the highlight of my entire life. Not really but ya know what I mean. Often I wish the bm would move far away also. Actually dh wishes that too so we can enjoy the boys' sport without seeing her mugg. That's the only time we see her.

Oh well...

I was just reading some posts about how the younger sds act like the little "wife". Well it got me to thinking and remembering my sd27's last visit here with us. She is not married and had just found out she is pregos. It was just 2 weeks before dh's and my wedding and she was here for ss18's graduation and stayed almost a week. Anyhow, I took her baby shopping and then we were working on making dinner later and she started talking to me about all her dad's faults - she even asked me if I'd ever thought of what her dad is doing while at work for so many hours, alone with his clients.

I posted earlier but I have another topic on my mind lately too. This has been concerning me ever since I moved in with my dh before we were even married; I have always felt almost a sensation of my skin crawling, my antenea vibrating or just an overall uneasiness whenever ss15 walks into the room. I am ultra aware of where he is and what he's doing at all times, even when he's in his room, which is where he is most of the time lately. Everything about this kid irks me from his droopy sleepy eyed face to his talking and even the way he walks.

So I am just sorta reveling in our post wedding "bliss". It's gotten quiet around here after a month of graduation company and then wedding company, all of which I had to serve hand and foot - plus get my own wedding together and get married. Last month was probably one of the most stressful in my entire life - but also a very happy month. I am so happy to be married! All the kids seem happy we're married too - i think.