Me here just venting again. I haven't been in a great place mentally for the past couple months. But before that I was doing great.
Lately I've been feeling really lonely. And bored. I know lots of us are.
BF brought up briefly my idea of going to counselling after we were discussing an earlier freak out. but apparently NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE so it's up to me to decide if I'm okay being unhappy with him. And I still haven't done enough to earn more alone time. Actually I've done nothing and he's the one making all the sacrifices.
An update on my situation from my forum post 'No More Alone Time'
First of all I never got to see my counsellor since she had to get tested for Covid. And things have been a bit calmer since so I haven't rescheduled.