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A Simple Discovery III

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His ex made her issues the family's manifesto.
I can't see all that's happened with his kids and me the same way I did.
Right now I don't know how I see things, but I know it's shifting from the way I did see things.
I've never encountered a presence like I did today seeing his ex spouse.
I think she felt fear when our eyes met. I think she understood that I see her. I think she understood that I cherish her ex spouse, my husband in the ways she may have wanted to at one time but didn't know how to.
So, what I discovered was Solitare.

A Simple Discovery II

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So I met my husband's attorney for the first time yesterday. My sister hired her for her divorce, my sister's partner was awarded full and legal custoday (thank goodness, their mother is a crack addict) in a state that will give custoday to a woman six feet under to his children. So I referred my husband to her via my sister (best friend). She impressed the hell out of me. This professional gets it. There were numerous occasions she could have decimated my husband's ex wife.

A Simple Discovery

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Yesterday I went hour by almost hour having my office cancel my regular appointments for yesterday. People that I care about. Some call these individuals clients. They are people with fears, hopes and trust held in their eyes when they set foot into a therapist's office. They are intact to the degree they can withstand outside input to some thing, whatever it is, they can't see through. They have the capacity for joy.
So, ten of these indiviudals I had to put off until today and next week.

Hugo Monterrano

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My Ipod's about run out of juice, which means I will follow.

But for now, "The Good, Band and the Ugly."

That is what life feels like. Wish I could just circumvent to Justin Hayward, but these events do not have that melody.

The More of It

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My husband and I both have our next latest round of dealings with former spouses via the court system. Both of the former spouses want money. They wish not to work to earn their daily bread.

I would love to be a housewife.

I don't believe housewives have anything easy. What they have is work they know is being shielded from the out world. They have the job of imparting character to the little ones that are the next generation of people trying to make things right in this world.

My Pissed-Offness Continued

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The word mutherfucker is a good word. It hits an essence of expression of something raw and direct. What else is all this shit?

By definition to him, I am a horrid thing, a stepmother. His own mother, which is how I stabbed him, is a gnarled bitter, twisted thing. He has issues with women, he always will, and I understand that.

To go through my room, rummaging through our personal things in search of money and things of value to him, is more than I can bear.

Tonight I am Damn Pissed About the Skids.

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I could make a document and then paste post it here whatever. Don't know if I would know how, but really, one aspect of StepTalk that I love and seek is the experience of writing live. It makes me feel not alone.
So it is my lack of skill which deletes me, ok. I need some skills.

I am frustrated with my husband and my stepson currently. pee has been warned repeatedly to stay out of our room. He steals money and cigarattes. We can't keep a simple bottle of wine in the house for his sticky fingers.

High Literaure, ahhmm, Let me Block My Own Mouth

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So many of my blogs, many of which actually have to do with those mutherfucking stepkids and and the parenting issues which accompany them are deleted by this site. And a valued member of this site was blocked when this member had to rename the member's self for privacy reasons. I don't know why this member was blocked, because this member had a years' long history of constructive and insightful presence on this site.

Get it Out

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If you take more than a certain amount of minutes to write your blog, you will be erased. So let's all give a listen to "SHe's a Fool" by Leslie Gore. Shaka-doo!

Hey, Success, You Sweet Succulent Sensation

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I guess, at this point, there's maybe less to post about my husband's children than my sons' father.

I so wish I could share their names. They are not, of course, weird celebrity kind of names. They are names rooted in aspects of history that I resonate with and that I knew before they were born they would resonate with. It is hard to stop myself from sharing their names, but of course I cannot. They have uncommon but normal names, and I have shared with both of them what went into their naming.

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