I could make a document and then paste post it here whatever. Don't know if I would know how, but really, one aspect of StepTalk that I love and seek is the experience of writing live. It makes me feel not alone.
So it is my lack of skill which deletes me, ok. I need some skills.

I am frustrated with my husband and my stepson currently. pee has been warned repeatedly to stay out of our room. He steals money and cigarattes. We can't keep a simple bottle of wine in the house for his sticky fingers.

Last Tuesday I came home to find our change drawer once again levied by pee. I had pushed my suspicions to the back of my mind. After all, he'd been caught stealing money and cigarettes before, and was told at that time if he did it again, he would receive the consequences.

For some months, I had the sense of him in our room even though I could not put my finger on it. Then, last Tuesday, he left the pillaged change drawer open.

That Tuesday, my ten year old son was used as a pawn between my ex spouse and myself. The day before, Monday, he received a communication from his lawyer, via mine, that we agreed to no terms he proposed for continued palimony payments to him from me. He just wants 3k plus per month (that's just basic child support, you see) and he will be gracious enough to not take me to court. My stand up ex boy husband appears to believe state guidelines for child support just don't penetrate his sense of entitlement.

I keep listening to Tommy Edwards "Please Love Me Forever." I'm such a retard.

pee thinks we overacted by grounding his car. Not him, he was free to go about his away, and by my pride, I will not ask for the money he stole back. I hate coming home and piecing together the things sneaky pete has done while my husband and I work our butts off to support pee. His biological mother has not contributed a single cent toward his life for years. I do, though. My husband does. pee never has to worry about a need he has. Two weeks before he was busted, he was giben hundreds of dollars in addition to the more meaningful presents and then . . . he is stealing again.

Why, I don't know.

My husband made a several thousand dollar decision behind my back and is supportive of pee's feelings over the nasty text I sent pee regarding his thievery. I'm going to start another blohg so I don't lose this one.