Here we are again - seems like every few months I'm back in this "place" saying and doing all the same things.
Have you ever just had one of those days, where you just break down? I was literally filling my car up at the gas station this morning, on my way into work - and just lost it. It wasn't like something drastic just happened, it's just the weight of everything hitting me all at once.
SD7 had a great 2 weeks. She was actually trying to make it to the toilet during the day, wasn't lying, was being nice to her brother (SS6) and sister (DD6), and for some reason - she didn't hate me! It was like having the sweet girl back. The kids had off from school, and I was able to take off to do fun things with the 3 of them. She wasn't waking up clean, but given everything else we've been dealing with, that was nothing! It was so nice to have a pleasant household for the first time in over a year...and then she went with SS6 and her grandmom (BM's mom) for the weekend.
If you've read my other posts, you already know this, but if you haven't, here's a recap. I have a daughter from a previous marriage (6yo), a SS(6yo), and SD(7yo). SD(7) is awful towards me and my daughter, and she likes to soil her pants at least once a day. (if you want to know mroe on this, read my other post: "TGIF").We have her in therapy, but we've yet to see any improvement because BM negates everything and tells SD it's my fault. (and no - I didn't break up their marriage. He left her because she was cheating, way before me).
Hi all - I need some help/advice.