I got to thinking yesterday and decided to broach the subject with our marriage counselor and I sent her an email.
DH and I have been doing great. We are seeing each other every day and spending the night at each others house although we aren't having "the sex". I don't want to risk getting pregnant again.
I met with my therapist last night and we got to talking about what I should be focusing on and goal orientated towards now.
I am feeling so much better. My meds have kicked in and I don't have a foggy head anymore. My therapist has seen an improvement and mentioned it last night.
I will admit I am not seeing things clearly. It's like I am in a fog right now. I need some help understanding what happened at switch off last night.
We had our counseling session last night. I took your advice and I mentioned that I was having jealous feelings over the tutor.
Dh and I are living apart but dating. We have 50/50 of our 4th month old and he has 50/50 on opposite weeks of his other kids.
I must say that things are going great. I am on antidepressants, dh and I see a counselor and I see a counselor on my own. My little one is getting so big and doing more.
Dh and I signed our legal separation and custody agreement. Things have been going okay. I am crying more than I should so I asked the nurse if they could adjust my meds and they are.
I'd like to clear something up. I am not a troll. I came here for support and appreciate the support I received.