It snowed a big dump last night and my little hometown looks like a beautiful Christmas postcard. However I am sitting here in my house coat feeling sick to my stomache. I should have my munchkin with me today. We should be outside sliding down my front lawn on one of those snow saucers that I have in my garage, or building a snowman. We had so much fun last winter. It kills me to know that we wont get the chance to play all the games that we should be playing. Instead she's been shipped off to her grandmothers house for some reason I can't understand.

Dear future SF of my SD,

I wish I could warn you what you are in for, but there is no way I could. However here are a few things you can look forward to.

All the extra stuff you are doing around the house is going to become expected and nessacary if you like to keep a clean home. And since I know you, I know you do.

The laundry you are doing for two right now, can be multiplied by two. Yea I know SD is only three and her clothes are small, however have you ever tried to potty train a kid? You have no idea what a pain laundry can be.

Here we go...

Well May Long weekend 2005 I started to date my DH. We were both fresh out of highschool and he was planning on living in New Zealand for a year, once he had saved enough money. I convinced him that its better to have to say good bye then to never have known someone.

What a week, already! I quit. I want to curl up in a ball and just cry untill there is nothing left of the stress and pain.
Saturday I was at my best friend's house. She lives with a 57 year old man who is like a father to her. He opened his arms to her whole family (4 kids, her fiance and herself) This says alot about charactor. Her two oldest were visiting their father at an on-suite thing at her mothers house. (He is a known user who is claiming to be clean). Her room mate came home from work early and went to bed at 630ish. By 7pm he was snoring.