Hey All! Haven't blogged in awhile because I've been.. well... happy! LOL. I was elated to send SD back to college after her 4 weeks here from Christmas through mid-January. I know most of you can relate- I'm a different person without her here. I'm SO much happier. But the awful thing is... even without her here I'm constantly thinking about her!!! It's because I'm completely dreading having her back here in the Summer now that I've had an extended taste of life without her.

Hey All! Happy New Year! Or atleast it will be when SD heads back to college next week. It's been a struggle for me with her her here. If you've read my past blogs this isn't much different. I blog simply to vent to people who get it as I'm assuming most on here do. Soooo... SD was supposed to split up her time here according to HER between our house and her Mother's... that hasn't happened. Can't enforce really since she's an "adult". It's her choice. But in my opinion she creates a toxic environment which I've stated before makes me feel physically ill...

Well this week has pretty much been a shitty one. SD18 has been home from college and thank God is going back today for a few weeks until Christmas. Then she'll be home until late January... UGGHHHH... but supposedly splitting her time between our house and mommy dearest's. 

So I am just going to rant for a few minutes here as I currently hate everyone in the house- except my cats of course! 

Well the day finally came! The day I have been dreaming about for the last seven years.. SD18 left yesterday morning for College!!!!! She is now 2 hours away in a beautiful city... she is super happy and so am I! Trying to be sensitive to DH as obviously he feels a bit differently than I do. Still- we are both enjoying this super new feeling of total freedom in our home and not having to share it with anyone else for once. Still, because of Covid I hold my breath and hope it will be a full semester and she won't be back until Winter.