Firstly I open this blog not to be judged but to let go  of so much I want to say and need to say. Should you feel the need to judge me please do not leave a comment, as I have judged myself more than you will ever be able to over my years in life. In this moment I am doing what is and was needed and I happened to fall in love along the way.

So where do I really start? The begining doesn't seem the right place as it is all over the shop, so I will just speak as it comes to mind and hope that you can follow....