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Update

I know my previous post said I would no longer be using this site, however, i felt maybe a little update on the last couple weeks would peak the intrest of at least some people.

I feel as if I am having to defend myself more than getting any real benefit from venting. For the nasty comments telling me to seak mental health myself, I do. I have since i was 8 years old. My dad beat me. He beat me to a point I lost organs due to ishemia. My body was shutting down. I have had so many health issues since. I always will. I want kids before I am in my 30s. For everyone giving me thier opinion about that. I physically SHOULD have kids before then if i want the best chance to have a successful pregnancy. I shouldn't feel like I need to make this post. I honestly want to.

Addition To The Family

Me and my SO have talked about having kids together in the future. We have a pretty significant age gap so I worried that he wouldn't want to be a new father. We have never really put a time line on when we want to have kids other than I don't want to be pregnant in my 30's. So probably somewhere in the next 5 years or so.

SD8 Mistreating My Dog

I have been very patient when it comes to my SD8 and her behavior and attitude and her actions towards me, but today, today might be my breaking point.

Being Bestie

My SD8 calls me her bestie. She has since I met her. I would always take the extra time and extra effort to make sure she always had fun and wanted me around. Maybe i did too good of a job.

Conflicted Feelings

I do care for my SD. I dont want to see her fail in life. But, I dont love her. I wouldn't even say I like her. Maybe I even dislike her. I have so many conflicting feelings about her really. We have moments that feel special and I feel like we could bond over, but they always turn into something ugly.

SD 8 Behavior

Me and my BF have been working on building resposibility with his daughter. Shes 8 and has never had any chores or rules or responsiblities. Shes an only child on both BM and BD side. She has only recently started wiping her own butt after she poops. She normally sits on the toilet and cries until someone helps her. I have always thought that was strange and my BF has been working with her to wipe by herself. My SD grandma still spoon feeds her and brushes her hair. I recently showed her how to brush her own hair so on my BF kid week she does it by herself now.

The Storm is Coming

My boyfriends ex has semi recently gotten married (four months ago) and recently celebrated her four year anniversary with this man (she only got divorved to my boyfriend a year and a half ago) She is very well known to post on social media. During her divorce with my boyfriend she had posted doxens of quote pictures about "leaving to love herself" and "knowing her worth" and "I will find someone better" and such. Recently she has started the same type of quotes all over her social media again. I can only assume it is about her new husband. We do switch off with their daughter on Sunday's.

Blended Family Vacation

I come from a seperated family myself. And my dad's side of the family has invited myself and my boyfriend on a family vacation. I have never been very close to them. They had origionally extended the invitation to his daughter as well. But it had become a major issue with other family memebers. My boyfriend's daiughter is 7. She has not had a good impression on my family. They see her as a pest more than an addition to the family. My boyfriend is aware of that and is very understanding. She has major behavioral issues that we've been working on together.

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