My "awesome" weekend was to good  to be true! 
First off I left off the part during the neices baby shower on Saturday how there were all kinds of family photos being taken in various groups but I wasn't asked to be in any. Well I kept quiet about it until last night when the neice sent a group text to him, her dad and SD with her latest sonogram photos. I just lost it and started crying. I told him how excluded I feel from his family . DH  was being good at listening and being apologetic but SD called and he picked up! So much for giving a shit about me!