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men...enough said

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I guess I am just feeling frustrated right now. DF and I were talking about the bio daughter he has, but hasnt seen in over 15 years. She was adopted by another guy, not part of our or his life at all. Anyway I asked him what reason he had for not wanting kids and he said his age. I pointed out he is not that old, early forties. He came back with that he doesnt think he has the paitence for them. I got quiet and he asked whats wrong. I told him I was thinking about things he doesnt like talking about...so he just says "oh" and goes back to watching tv. WTH???

the weekend

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Last night we had dinner with one of the skids. It was very awkward, for the most part she talked "to" him. as in not even looking in my direction. She asked him about his life, he asked her and her hubby...I was not asked or brought by the fiancee of course so i brought myself up. she talked about each sibling and her mom of course. Like the fiancee even cares (about the mom.

sd with mental problems...

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She used to cut herself when she was younger, hear voices, etc...mostly for attention and to deal with the fact her mom didnt want anything to do with her. well last week she got admitted to the hospital for a 72 hour psych watch. She had more bandages on her arms so she probably is back to cutting. I feel bad for her, but she is so rude to me. I am torn between feeling bad and not caring anymore. I guess I cant completly stop caring.

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