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two weeks later, I'm still completely unhappy and we're officially seperated

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I don't know what to do. I don't think I can continue to live in an unhappy household. I never thought I would actually consider staying because of the love I feel for a child that isn't even mine. I still see ss everyday to help with homework and drive him where he needs to go. I know his dad won't help him and it isn't ss's fault. But then again thats the reason why I'm leaving. I feel especially bad because BM is moving out of state again. SS made a comment that all women are good for is leaving the people who need them.

Sorting it Out

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The strike idea some of you suggested is a great idea, but I already tried it and it didn't work. After a week I just ended up having to clean the house because I couldn't take it anymore. I do no longer go into my ss room because it is so disgusting. I used to go in there and clean about once a week but I would spend 2 hours in there.

I thought about having him wash his own laundry but I'm afraid he will break the washer or dryer.

I can't stand it anymore.

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I'm tired of having my valuables broken by my 13 year old step son. He always seems to touch what I tell him not to. I'm tired of stepping in his pee when I go to the bathroom. I'm tired of eating my dinner in my bedroom because his eating with his mouth open makes me sick. He eats dinner in less then five minutes. I'm tired of watching him pick his nose and then wipe it on my couch. I'm tired of washing his poop stained underwear.