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And now the guilting starts...

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I knew this was going to happen, now that ss20 is at Job corps, DH is pouring on the "you hate my kids, you want them both gone, you won't be happy till they're gone, bla bla bla..."

(insert stream of swear words here)

(insert tears of pure frustration here)

(insert me feeling like the step monster here)

(insert here me wanting to desperately go to an island all alone with just my children so I don't have to live with ANY NO MORE EFFIN DRAMA)

so relieved now

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I cannot tell you how relieved I am that ss20 is now at Job Corps a long ways away so he can't just get home b/c he has to take a plane and bus. Blum 3

Today I cleaned house, went to a company c.mas party, went out with a friend c.mas gift shopping and latte, came home and wrapped gifts for my 3 here at home and our sgrandbaby! Dirol

Cell bill confirms and proves I am right

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I finally went to my cell phone account online and printed out all the calls made by ss16 this last billing month for dh. Ss16 makes a call to his gf21 nearly every night, length of calls ranging anywhere from 44 minutes to 494 minutes long. One night it looks like he called about 9:30 and was on the phone til just before our alarm goes off at 6am. No wonder he gets up acting like he is on drugs.

shit effin hit the fan with ss20

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Last night both ss16 and ss20 went out for the evening. Dh didn't communicate with us properly and we all (my sons and I) thought they went together to the Nutcracker. Well they went their seperate way after ss20 dropped ss16 off. Ss20 got home early and after he went out to bed bs18 locked the door b/c he thought both of them had returned together. Well ss16 got home after midnight pounded on the door and bs18 woke but didn't open it so it finally woke dh and he let ss16 in.

I swear ss 16 is the most accident prone kid I've ever met...

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...but he is also in every sport, or at least in the practices, but seems to always get hurt just before their first game or as in this case his first meet. Yesterday ss16 got a concussion and so he cannot wrestle today, but at least he is going to be with his team. Dh took ss20 and they are going to be there too of course. It's a take down meet so they might be there for about 4 hours or so. I get an evening at home with JUST bs15! I am so excited. Bs18 is going with Grandma to his welding orientation at the college.

As nice as it gets for now!

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Just got back from our T-day holiday across the state. Only nice thing about ss20 still being here is that he and ss16 drove together is the vehicle their mom gave ss20. So it was just DH, bs18 and me in the car and it was NIIIICCEE!!!! They also stayed at BM's parents who live in that same town and so even NIIIIICCCEEERRR!! Only had to see them at the family T-day meal and then the next day for about 3 hours for a combined birthday party for DH and sgs1. It was such a quiet vacay! This was a nice as it gets, at least for now while the skids are still living with us! LOVED it!

I think Sports were invented by smoms!

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For two months ss16 is in wrestling and gone 5 days a week from 7 am until 6:30pm. Oh it's sooooo nice Smile I cannot tell you how lovely it is to have space from him right now. I can sit her and breathe easy knowing he is not coming through that door until supper time. The best part is that he is so tired that he sits and eats supper and then goes to bed by 8. Lovely!! }:)

I feel like the elephant in the room...

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Lately I have been really exposed a lot to ss16 (almost 17) b/c ss20 is here and so he hangs out in the living room a lot more. We have no rec room so the living room is grand central station. I have been noticing that ss16 never, ever says a word directly to me, ever. He ignores me like I do not exist. I have been thinking over the whole past 4.6 years that I have known him and I cannot remember one time where we have sat and talked.

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