I knew this was going to happen, now that ss20 is at Job corps, DH is pouring on the "you hate my kids, you want them both gone, you won't be happy till they're gone, bla bla bla..."

(insert stream of swear words here)

(insert tears of pure frustration here)

(insert me feeling like the step monster here)

(insert here me wanting to desperately go to an island all alone with just my children so I don't have to live with ANY NO MORE EFFIN DRAMA)

WHY? do men always defend themselves and their spawn and act like they are always the victims? Tonight he told me his boys don't hate me, they just disrespect me. I told him that if he had my back he would tell the boys he doesn't care what they think of me, that I am his wife and he loves me. He says he does but I heard him telling ss20 a few days ago that he will not let me "influence" ss16 in any way and that he will protect him bla bla. What is that supposed to mean anyhow?

I'm just tired of his boys and I am beginning to see that his boys are going to run our lives for all of eternity.

So much for the peace I mentioned in my previous post.