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UGH!!!! RANTING AGAIN

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I don't think hate describes how I fell in the slightest little bit towards BM. She literally makes me see red!!!

So we will bring it back a bit....When SO and BM first split up it was quite messy. She was cheating and she was caught. They right away went and got things settled so there were no issues around SS. Well to begin with SO was retarded and agreed to things that should have never been agreed to. Going back to court to settle things now is not really possible as we don't have the money for that sooo here's my rant!

Don't feel like I ever ask too much...

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Well, it's been a little while since I posted. I would like to say that this is due to the fact that BM isn't a d*mb @$$ anymore but hahahaha nooope that's not at all possible lol

Recently my SO and I have been talking about moving to a bigger place, he is making more money now, as am I so I feel like it's time for us to go from where we are. Well this comes up in conversation with BM because we have to give her notice if we are planning on moving. So instead of finding a place and then springing it on her we just decided to tell her ahead of time.

Wha wha wha wha wha wha....

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You know in Charlie Brown how instead of the kids hearing the teacher talk they heard that annoying noise? Yeah that's what I hear the second BM opens her mouth.

Really things have been pretty good recently, she has a boyfriend and since the day he came around things have been a lot better. BUT she still drives me literally right up the wall and back down the other side!

ALL ABOARD the crazy BM express

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I have been off work for the summer because I work for the school board. Normally we do not have SS through the week, but I had suggested because I have been off that we should take SS and then in the morning I would drop him off to his daycare. BM didn't agree with that idea, she wants to be the one to drop SS off at daycare so if we wanted to do that I had to drive 30 minutes to meet her for 7 30 so she could take SS.

Oh I just don't know

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My SO and I have been together over a year now. I love him so flippin much, I haven't ever felt the way I feel for him for anybody else!

I am normally not a jealous person, I don't worry whether or not my SO is running around on me or anything like that. Recently I have had the feeling that his feelings towards me have changed and that he doesn't feel as strongly for me anymore. I asked him the other day about it and said I am just not feeling his commitment anymore. He told me I was crazy to think he felt any differently and that he still loved me just as much.

Reporting from a happy place

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Things have been so good recently that I am not even sure if it is post worthy but I figure HEY why not, I'm allowed to be happy on here! Right? At least I think I am, I don't often see happy posts so I just needed to make sure lol KIDDING! I love you all, I am more at ease knowing there are people out there who either are experiencing or have experienced the same thing I am!! <3

I wonder if this is the calming before the storm

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Things recently have been oddly good with my SS's BM. Which is quite surprising if you have read some of my other posts!

A few weeks ago she was on one of her rampages which is what is normal with her. I don't even listen to what she says anymore and neither does my SO. Last week however I was completely caught off guard by her and I am still sitting here completely confused lol

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