the targeting continues
My sd who went to live with her biohag is STILL verbally targeting me. She emails my dh, calling me YOUR WIFE, talking about how horrible I am etc etc. She is turning 18, she is the one who left our home and ran to bm's and is now working at mcdonalds having to help bm pay her bills. My dh tries not to show me these emails, but it's hard not to see it when he's in bed next to you going through his email. This girl, (even though she is now 18 i will use the word girl because she has the mentality of a 14 year old) from day 1 was a living nightmare. Her mom molded her into her mirror image of crazy. I have tried to distance myself from all of this insanity as much as humanly possible, that being said, my self confidence after so many years of this is shot. This girl will most likely never take any responsibility for all the hell she created and will just continue to blame everyone else for the rest of her life. Her mother is like that and is completely insane. I envision them living together at the ages of 80 and 50 and making each other completely miserable.
I think I am just frustrated today. I feel like I have been bullied by these 2 for the past 9 years. I used to be a pretty open and positive person but this whole thing has changed me. Like I said my self confidence is shot, I look at things in the negative first, and i always feel like i'm "on guard to protect my back" all the time. I don't want the rest of my life to be me looking over my shoulder. How do you move past that stage when the perpetrators are still out there?