I've been a little down this past week, because I feel my HB doesn't support me when it matters. I was looking at all of my past blogs and just sobbing. Nearly every one of them are repeated later on down the road. To me that is a sign that it's not getting better like I may have thought. The same issues are ongoing. I just can't get over the fact that the person whom I married and made vows with is still so wipped by his ex! It makes me wonder if it was really over. I can't even look at him, touch him or be intimate with him the way I should as a wife.

I just can't seem to let things go. SS12 and SD9 come home after the weekend with their precious mother. SS12 informs me and HB that we need to make him a eye doc appointment and his mommy dearest will pay for it. I say to SS well, why doesn't your mom make the appointment and take you, afterall she is your mom. He gets pissed at me and says I don't know. Who does BM think she is trying to order us around through SS? I left it at that. Then today, BM pulls in the drive during dinner and skids leave their plates and run outside. I'm like WTF!!!! I had no idea she was stopping by.

Where do I need to begin the process of contempt of court? HB ex is suppoose to pay 50% of uncovered health costs within 30 days of recieving a bill. She has not done that. This is not the first time. We have allowed her to slide by several times. This is it. I can't get any response from Att. Gen. about anything. Maybe I'm being petty, she only owes $15 but that is not the point in my opinion. The last time it was $80 and it took her 3 months to pay. The order states that if it's not paid in the alloted time she has to reimburse the whole amount. What do you think?

Let me put it to you straight. BM seems to think that when her part on a medical bill is due she can reimburse us when she feels like it. Well, DH and I are just plain tired of her thinking we owe her the benefit of a payment plan. I sent her and email and it goes like this......