I always tell my children my heart is split into two pieces-which holds their name. And that is exactly how I feel, I am engaged-living together with my man which has partial custody now of his set of twin 6 year olds boys. Is crazy because the first year when he had full custody everything was so good, I was like in a long honeymoon with him, falling in love, discovering my bestfriend and finally having a big family that i always wanted. But when the custody was split and we now only get the children part time (since his bm moved back )over a period I started to resent them.