Early morning text
OSD got started early this morning. Before 7:30am this morning DH said he got a text from OSD. I asked what it was since I was a little worried because it was so early and he handed me the phone. The text basically said SGS misses you and ETexas. I asked if he knew what that was about and since last we heard just a month ago they sent SS to tell DH was an awful person I was and how I was ruining his relationship with them. He said I guess she realized I wasn't visiting unless you were with me. I told him wasn't happening that I had jumped off that merry go round and wasn't getting back on.
Sad thing is I do miss the grandkids. I could care less if I ever saw Skids again but I miss being grandma to the grandkids. However I know if I allow myself to pulled back in that it's a cycle that will repeat it's self. To the Steps the grandkids are just weapon to use to get you to do what they want or to hurt you.
Anyway the whole thing made me sad because I wish I could go visit them and it be pleasant but this has happened way too many times now.