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Submitted by Fed Up And Wiped Out on Thu, 02/19/2009 - 8:40pm

So anyway, just wanting to vent a little. Was downstairs in basement, heard phone ringing, ran upstairs to answer it completely out of breath. Said hello and got no answer, could tell it was a cell phone. Said hello louder, thinking maybe other person couldn't hear. Well, then I get an answer, "Can I talk to my dad?" It was SD16. I told her that her dad wasn't home and she'd have to try his cell. Then nothing. Click. How rude!!! I called him up and told him what she did.

Real moms were good therapy tonight

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Submitted by Fed Up And Wiped Out on Mon, 10/20/2008 - 8:47pm

This evening I went to dinner with five of my best friends. All but one have children and all are married, one with four step-children. I told them my story about being the evil step-mother without trying and they all laughed with me and agreed that my bf can be a real d-bag when it comes to his kids. All mothers thought that my bf was acting completely ridiculous and they said that I did nothing wrong. Tonight I spent two hours with five other women and eight children and not once did I feel uncomfortable or unwelcome. I got hugs and kisses and chocolate on my sweater.

Hello again my soulmates of unhappily ever after...

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Submitted by Fed Up And Wiped Out on Sat, 10/18/2008 - 10:06pm

I am here again to check in on you all. It's such a comfort to come here and know that I am accepted. I am feeling particularly alone tonight. I had an idea to take the skids (16 & 9) and my niece (9) to a haunted house tonight. Both 9 year olds asked me ten times when we were going and we very excited to go. When we got there, we were standing in line and SS9 got scared and started crying and wanted to leave. We immediately decided to just go home b/c SS9 was upset.

I hate anxiety!!!

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Submitted by Fed Up And Wiped Out on Wed, 08/20/2008 - 5:10pm

Had some drama last time SD16 was here. She tried to mess up our plans to get a new house. It didn't work, but I'm anxious about her coming around again. After last time, she told her father she wasn't coming over again for a long time, but I don't know if it was true or just another empty threat. I'm hoping beyond hope that she meant it. They are due over here again this weekend and I don't know if I can handle two days of that little brat in my house. It's only Wednesday and I'm already having anxiety attacks over it.

I just need to get some sleep!

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Submitted by Fed Up And Wiped Out on Tue, 08/12/2008 - 10:59pm

Well, here it is, almost midnight on a Tuesday night and I just can't sleep. I have so many things on my mind tonight... I have to stop thinking about what is going to happen in the future and what I would like to change about the past. How do you clear your head when so much turmoil is going on around you? I have so much anger pent up inside of me right now towards SD16 and I have to get it out. I know this is not healthy. She is a child. I have to keep reminding myself of that. I have no control over the actions of others, only my own.

SD16 is ruining everything!

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Submitted by Fed Up And Wiped Out on Mon, 08/11/2008 - 4:58pm

We are trying to get a house right now, as I wrote last week. Well to do that, BF's mom is going to the bank for us b/c we can't get a loan ourselves. Well, over the weekend, SD16 (conniving little b****) has a temper tantrum b/c she won't be able to "control" the new house like she does here (she actually said this to BF's mom), and doesn't want us to move.

Burst Bubbles....

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Submitted by Fed Up And Wiped Out on Sun, 08/10/2008 - 7:22am

Well, the skids came over for the first time in a month. I didn't even acknowledge SD16 b/c she is just awful and I was not going to spend the weekend fighting with her. SS9 was great and I had a good time with him. He's a good boy. BF took the kids over to show them the house we are buying. Well, of course SD16 has a total fit, crying and saying she's not coming back here again to see her dad b/c she hates him, hates me and so on and so on. SS9 was really into the idea of moving into the new house until he saw his sister's reaction, so now he's having second thoughts.

Hello Again

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Submitted by Fed Up And Wiped Out on Thu, 08/07/2008 - 9:06pm

I haven't logged on in awhile. I hope everyone is doing well. The last time I blogged, I wrote about breaking up with my BF. Well, since then we've had several long talks and I think things are going to be ok now. The skids have been away most of the summer and I haven't seen them for two months now. Things have been great here without them. We've completely resolved our relationship problems and communication has been very open and honest. I have to say, we're doing better now than we've ever been.

Lonely Weekend

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Submitted by Fed Up And Wiped Out on Sun, 07/13/2008 - 12:26pm

This weekend, the skids came over for the first time in a month. My dad's 50th birthday party was yesterday and I had to go alone because they were here and I don't want SD16 around my small nieces and nephews because I am worried she would be nasty to them just like she is to everyone else. I also knew that if she was there it would just ruin the day for me and I wanted to enjoy time spent with my friends and family. BF told me he would come, but I kind of left it known to him that I didn't want him to.

I am so frustrated right now. Ahhhhh!!!!

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Submitted by Fed Up And Wiped Out on Wed, 07/02/2008 - 7:09pm

I had all my resolve up to talk to him tonight. I've been waiting for him to come home. He's in construction and gone all week, but coming home early b/c of holiday on Fri. I finally get ahold of him on his cell phone only to find out he and his buddies have been drinking on the car ride home for 3 hours and he's drunk! So much for the talk I wanted to have tonight. I am just so frustrated right now, I want to scream!!!! I just had to get this off my chest before it explodes.

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