I need to let off some steam this morning.

I am not a dog person. It is not that I don't like animals, I just never was the person who wanted a pet in my home. At least nothing more than a fish. I think that little dogs can be cute, and I am sure anyone who has an animal and loves it is a truly warm hearted person.

I just really am not a pet person.

...he thinks my disengaging is making things worse with sd20. I asked him how. He says, "Because neither of you are talking about the problems." I said, "I told her my issues and what I expected. I told her that when she decided to grow up and be more respectful, she would be welcome in my home and around myself and my kids again. She knows." Then he said, "I'm tired of being stuck in the middle."

Is it just me or did the spam actually get WORSE since the CAPTCHA lettering was put in?

I'm feeling frustrated today. SS10 overheard a conversation between my boyfriend and his parents. One week later, BM is cussing out BF for "talking about her" and "feeding her sons lies about her". Over the last few months we have had a lot of problems with SS going to BM's and telling her all sorts of stuff and then her blowing up at BF for it. Whether its what movie we watched. What we did. Who we saw. Whatever it doesn't matter.

About 5 minutes after I signed off here last night, sd12 shows up at my front door. She had been over to her brothers house and wanted to stop by and pick up something she had left last weekend. Anyway, guess who she had with her? The ex-step-grandkid. ( i need to abbreviate that ) Cute kid and all, but still.

This weekend we only have our bd(2) and sd(12). My other two are with their dad. SD was up to her usual antics. She was actually rolling around on the living room floor whining that she wanted to have a sleepover. DH told her no as she didn't behave the last time she had one. She was saying "pleeeease, I want toooo, pleeease dadddy, you're so MEAN, I HATE you!!! Pleeeeease dadddddy, whyyyyyyyy?" over and over again.
It's sort of funny I guess if you don't have to actually witness it.

BD "Why is sd whinning mommy?"

BM has been acting like the bitchwhore she is all week. She's nice to FH for 10 minutes, and suddenly it's all ok. I've been treated like dirt. Skids are here. All they've hollered is, "I miss mommy. I wanna call mommy." They've been here less than 45 minutes. She's brainwashed them. I hate to say this because they're so young, but I want them out of my house. I can't even sit in our bedroom with the door closed without FH coming up and asking me what my problem is. Grr.

Just found out Lazy Boye went to HER house for the weekend. I hope they all remember they are supposed to go to her house for Thanksgiving, and I hope Loghead enforces that... Yes, her cooking could kill them, but it wouldn't hurt to get outta my hair for at least the afternoon... I love every other year when I get Thanksgiving "off." We'll be ordering in pizza again this year...

Well i am rippin mad right now and pretty hurt too, so excuse me while I vent and throw a temper tantrum. God forbid we EVER have plans that would inconvenience BM. The arrangements for the holidays are ALWAYS whatever BM prefers. This year we were planning on having my MIL and skids come over on Christmas eve for a nice dinner and open some gifts, have skids sleepover and have them open up more gifts on Christmas morning. Then around 1:00 or 2:00 DH was going to drop skids off. Well DH just ran this idea by BM and he crumbled like a cookie.

So me and DH were having a nice dinner tonight and watching a show. Tomorrow is the dreaded skid visit at MIL. Every time the new month comes, BM will send DH text saying "leave money with your mother this weekend." Now, DH doesn't need a reminder. He knows when his money is going to her every month, kind of hard to forget...His paycheck varies from week to week so whenever he has the $$$, he leaves it out at MIL's for the appropriate month.