Letter I will never send
BM had the freaking audacity to email me today. Poor baby can't seem to get along with my XH either. XH was in charge of working with her to get the kids together, and she didn't like it when he stuck up for me when she blasted a whole bunch of non-truths about me his way. No one understands her. So her suggestion to me, (between passive aggressively blaming ME for her poor child's pain) was to come to my house and take the kids to the park with our dog, and she'll watch them. I was so enraged, after I finished working, I explained to my kids I was very angry, and needed to get it out in a letter I'll never send.
Please leave comments. I can't ever send this, because I do actually fear for our safety if she is enraged enough, so I gotta get some sort of feedback.
I warned you if you ever contacted me again I wouldn’t hold back.
You must be out of your ever living mind if you think I would ever in a million years agree to entrust you over my children. Here is a fact: You have done nothing over the past eight years except make it abundantly clear to everyone that you want me to have nothing to do with your children.
Between your snide comments, harassment, and abusive approach to dragging your own children into the middle of your psychopathic insecurities about being a mother and projecting them all over anyone who would listen, I’d say it’s pretty clear. Congratulations, you win!
People don’t want you in their lives. They either move away or they die to get away from you. To the point where I have to make the excruciatingly difficult decision to remove SS11 from my life, feeling the loss of another child, simply due to the fact that he does not belong to me and his mother is completely psychotic. The only reason this has not been made abundantly clear is to spare SS11’s feelings, so if you show this to him, clearly you don’t care about how it will make him feel to know how someone else sees his mother.
As far as the kids are concerned, I did my part by pushing that off on XH so this communication would never have to happen, but I guess you shit all over that too. Is there ANYONE you can get along with, act mature with, and text above a 12-year old level with? Poor SS11.
But this was never about him. This was always about you. “If you love your children you have to love me!” I have you screaming that at DH. I have lots of recordings. And videos. And emails. And texts. Would you like me to share them with the world? I will hang onto it so long as you leave us alone. If not, I will be happy to use it to obtain an order of protection against you and yours. Every facet. Every nasty comment. Every fake victimizing charade you put on us. DH couldn’t take it anymore. SS14 couldn’t take it anymore. Is it any coincidence all this shit began when he started 3rd grade, when you dragged them into the middle of a fucking court case over where they should fucking go to school?? “Oh, daddy steals my money, daddy lies, daddy abuses you by making you talk to a therapist, daddy is trying to put me in jail!”
I’m so fucking tired of you and your tired ass bullshit “Poor victim named BM” You are not the victim here. SS11 is a victim. I am a victim. SS14 was a victim. DD12 and DS9 are victims. DH was a victim. All victims of you and your nonsense. You don’t get to claim victim when you exploit your own child’s death and buy yourself a new car due to all of the money you got out of it. Sorry. You aren’t going to get a shred of pity from me. After all, you don’t want me “micromanaging your kids,” right? “Nothing bad will happen so long as YOU are around,” right?
Stay the hell away from me and my kids. You are toxic. You are poison.
I love SS11. I love SS14. I love DH. Exclusive of you. And I do feel bad that SS11 was destined to live with a piece of shit like you. He deserves better from this life. We all did.