My Patience is running thin!
So the snail mail from jail is flooding in. Love letter after love letter from jail from the ex wife. I know the meth monster is in JAIL and she needs a fantasy in her head to help pass the time.... Well it's pissing me off. Who like to see love letters being sent to their SO? Not the girl!!!!! I'm trying my best to not to take it out on him, I really am! I think I have made great progress. It's just frustrating. I know this meth head is just trying to get under my skin and don't give it the satisfaction of knowing that.
In her letters she professes her love to him over and over again. She begs and pleads her case to him. She writes their son letters like he can read. Do you really want your child to learn how to read by reading mommy's letters from jail? Not gonna happen! She keeps begging for him to come see her in the county and bring their child!!!! Ha ha ha ha, NOT HAPPENING! Jail is no place for a child to see their parents at least not at age 5!!¡!¡!! She had her friend call and write letters to him asking for money to put on her commissary account..... Ha ha ha ha ha ha. Not happening either!!!! It's actually funny as hell. She has burned every bridge with everyone even her family. I was even willing to send her photos of her son so she can see him but NOPE, not anymore. That bridge is burnt down too!!!!!
Just had to vent and get this out before I take it out on him. He don't deserve that. He hasn't accepted any collect calls from her or any calls from her friend who keeps asking us for money. Probably some of her meth head friends.
I have had so many thoughts on how I can respond to her disrespectful letters....
1. Write her a letter expressing myself to her.
2. Go visit her in the county since she is begging for a visit.
3. Answer one of the 6 calls a day and tell her to F-off and focus on her sobriety and doing her time.
It's not ladylike nor in my NEW character to let this Meth monster get me this way. I'm human and have flaws, it's only wrong to act upon my hatefulness.
So I've come to a more subtle solution. Next call I'm going to block ALL calls from the county. Next send her love letters back to her and all future correspondence. "RETURN TO SENDER" She will get the hint on who she pissed off. Of course I am going to make sure my SO is on the same page.
Thanks Step Parents for letting me vent. Any advice is welcome and appreciated.