Ex-FDH is seeing Bm
We were supposed to get married in April but we ended up breaking up back in December because ex-ss was having mental issues with everything that was happening.
I was starting to feel normal again. My friend and I went to dinner last night. We ended up seeing my ex and Bm there eating. It looked like they were on date. Tried to maintain composure but that didn't make it hurt any less. My friend was trying to convince me that she would go somewhere else but I didn't want to. Maybe we should have but I didn't want to let his presence force me out. By the time I got home, I was a mess.
Why did it hurt so much? How long does it take for this feeling to go away??