I went for a 3.2 mile walk this morning and it was relaxing.

I still think about leaving even if my husband doesn't have a job.

I envision taking the money from the sale of this house and buying a 2/1 1000 sq ft home on 2-5 acres away from a metro area. I can have my garden and an area to play for our daughter. When I clean it stays clean. No one complaining to me, only me complaining to myself.