Taking A Break From My Wife And SD
My SD barely goes to school and it drives me crazy. My wife doesn't discipline her, either, they basically just chat and have a good time together all the time. This kid has NO responsibilities. Like, she had to do the dishes and did half and told my wife to do the other half and my wife did it. It's shit like that that drives me crazy about living here. I would have told her to either do all of the dishes or I'm shutting off the internet for the rest of the night.
My SD has only gone to one or two days of school and it has been the school year for 2 weeks. So she just sits at home and nothing happens. Even the school doesn't give a shit because she barely went last year and they just called once to say to send in a doctor's note, which nobody did and my kid still passed her classes because the school is a fxxking joke.
Anyways, my therapist thinks I have anger building up in me and that I need to take a break. I need to save enough to go to a motel for a week or so because I can work online and stay in a place as long as I want as long as I can get online. But I have to have the initial week's worth of money to stay there so I have time to make more.
I'm willing to bet that my wife will hate me and won't let me come back if I take a break. She'll be a total asshole about it. So, if I take a break I think my wife will want a divorce. And I'm afraid that during my break, I'll be the most productive I've ever been and I'll be super happy all the time. Seriously, being a stepdad is shitty and isn't what I expected at all.
That's my rant for now. I'm so behind on everything due to back to school shopping, which was pointless because my SD doesn't even go to school more than once a week so I dunno why I got all that school shit for her. I hate being a stepdad, and I hate that I dislike the kid because my wife won't let me parent her. If it were up to me, shit would go a lot better around here and the kid would have respect for us instead of just using us to get free shit to get by until she eventually has to live on a friend's couch (if my wife ever has the balls to kick her out) because I know she won't be able to hold down any kind of job.