Why can't I get used to this
Where do I start?
I hate this step parenting bs. Been on this miserable boat for damn near a decade and I just can't get used to having ss in our home. Ss isn't even hear most of the time but when he is my life is a nightmare. I feel like a prisoner in my own damn house. Get no damn privacy what so ever. Talked to dh about not having ss in our room period because I'd like a space for myself. Dh has talked to ss numerous times and it's like it goes in 1 ear and out the other. Last night he barged in while I was getting dressed. Doesn't help that BM is a narcissistic cunt who will call CPS on a dime, but why does he feel so entitled to be able to walk into our room whenever he pleases. Dh had to talk to him yet again after that.
This morning I've had it up to my head with him and making my other 2 children cry. I need him to go home, having him for 7 weeks in the summer is unbearable. Dh seems so disengaged with him now for a couple of years. I wish he would just let it go already and give BM custody. Call me a bitch if you want but if dh doesn't seem interested in ss then why continue this shit show?????
I can keep going forever but I'll stop hear.