Ok, it's been a very long time. I posted last week and it disappeared. Sd13 is a roller coaster of sociopath. She has been committed, has to stay medicated, sees a psychiatrist, two counselors, and we had to make the school aware of her behavior because according to the hospital she has the potential when she gets upset or angry to be "a danger to anyone who doesn't agree with her".

Well hell, that's like aloof 8th grade when you are that age. So after these huge blow ups, sd telling me how much she hates me constantly, then turning around and wondering why I'm not interacting with her, threatening to hit me, etc....she was doing better this last week. Calm before the storm I guess.

Last night dh went to tell her goodnight. I hear yelling. Since sd has a habit of making up abuse stories, I video, or at least witness most interactions. I go to her room and ask if everything is ok? She screams, fine, go the hell away. I said, hmmm, the doesn't sound fine, it sounds like everyone is upset. My dh said its not fine. Sd seems to think calling herself and playing like she is a whore is ok. He read me what she texted a boy from school (which she isn't supposed to be talking to unless e is in the room with us). It said something about being the ho all the boys want and that will mess up the girls, she gets drunk every weekend, and that she would a bouy1abd boy2. She would answer what "a" meant in reference to boy1 and boy 2.

I got the quote wrong, I know I did, be ause it said something about another girl, and talking to that girls mother and being pissed off. It was bad and degrading. I couldn't stop myself from saying, "you really don't have any self respect do you? It's not about self confidence, or image, you just really want this to be your reputation. No one said that about you, and this is not the first time you ave said this about yourself. Are you really proud to have people think of you this way? As nothing more than a drunk ho?" She said she feels that way.

My husband lit up. That if she feels that way it's because of her behavior and things she is doing, the reason she isn't allowed to talk to boys alone is because she can't keep the conversation appropriate, etc. he is devastated. Ths kid just does not want to stop. Everything she does is for attention. Lies to boys, threatens suicide (we err on the side of caution but I have found journal entries to the contrary). We don't know wat to do. Meds, doctors, counselors, and the hospital just feed the need for attention. She doesn't stop. We are all just about to lose it with her. This kid s absolutely nuts.

Background: we have just sd full time. Ss10 lives with mom full time and we get him maybe once a month because of sports. Sd has ,ade up so many lies about mom that mom has become a person to hate and blame. Sd gets plenty of attention, more than a 13 year old Gould want from parents.