Not in a good mood!!
UGH…I don’t really know why I can’t shake this!! If I get mad, I get over it really quickly. DH and I both do usually.
A few days ago, SS invited BM and DH to Hawaii. It still grates my nerves that DH will just not tell SS that he would not want to take a vacation like that without his wife. But no..all he tells SS is that he just wont’ be able to swing it. Kind of made it sound like he could not afford it.
Probably not my best move, but I got pissy the yesterday and asked DH if he ever told SS that he is still in love with BM, since that is the only reason I could see SS doing half the stupid crap he does. Of course DH says hell no and then gets attitude with me for even asking. That was yesterday…DH is all loving and nice now and I am just still angry. I don’t want to look at him, I don’t want to touch him.
Very unlike me!! AAAANDDDDD…We are going on a cruise in 4 days!! How awkward is that going to be, if I can’t shake this distaste for my husband at the moment? This is not how our marriage usually works. We both get over being hurt in a few hours usually. But I am just so skeeved out by all of this.
Maybe I am going through early menopause! UGH. I need to snap out of this ASAP!