Feeling sorry for myself - OT
Today is the first "out to sea" that DH has had in 3 1/2 years. It's not even a full month, it isn't a big deal... but I am just bummed. I hate when he isn't home.
You know how people throw out the dreaded "you knew what you were getting into" with blended families? You get it being a military spouse too. You can't really complain, you just have to smile and give them a kiss and slip his favorite treat in his bag with a love note and say "See you soon". It just sucks.
It is just me and OSS19 for a few weeks, then my kids will FINALLY be home. It has been a long summer. Surgery didn't help speed it up. I still have discomfort and wear out way faster than normal. It's only been 3 weeks, I have to keep reminding myself that there is a reason the doctor made it very clear that the recovery is 6 weeks.
That is all, just feeling lonely and pathetic tonight...