Well as everyone knows we had our break through....felt good about it, like a jackass put my guard down a little thinking, "OK this is going to change now"....GUESS WHAT!!!!

Well yesterday was a horrible day....SD16 in the morning was pissy. She was not happy because she told me she didn't feel good in the morning. I took her temp,(normal) asked what hurt, (she says nothing hurts just do not feel good). OK...Ahh well your not vomiting, no fever, heres some Tylenol and I am sure you can make the day. (she is out way to much) When you come home you can rest for the night. She runs upstairs. A few minutes later DH calls and tells me SD is going to stay home she is sick.... WHAT????? She is fine I took her temp she is not vomting there is really no need for her to stay home (I had the day off)...Well she is so talk to you later was DH's response....Whatever....So i did my errands came home did laundry, prepare dinner all that house wife stuff we do....SD comes down around 12 and says "you going to make me lunch"....Ahhh no theres stuff in the fridge you can make it....Then she tells me...Oh my friend is home to she is going to pick me up and were going to the mall.... :jawdrop: My response does your father know...She says yes, I dont have to ask him everything anyway you know...OMG....So I go to the basement and call DH he says oh yes she is feeling better she wants to spend some more of her Xmas money....WTF is wrong with this picture....Whatever....She goes...I am beside myself at this point but shes not mine so...

Now night falls DH is home, I am just ignoring the whole day cause already pissed off at what happened but....Its time for therapy...SD and DH leave....when they come back DH sits me down and tells me Therapist told her she really should not be with BM during the week and only go everyother weekend :jawdrop: I am at a lose...I feel that sick feeling, and just think to myself...I CAN"T!!!!!I do not know what to do...There is drama and shit everyday....Last night she was bitching about some teacher that gives to much homework and thinks students do not have a life and that daddy should go speak to her about this....Then she is complaining of some friend that she feels is not a true friend because she told her there is to much drama in her life and she needs to chill.....SD replys as follows...

SD: I am sooo sick of the drama with my friends....I have none and they make all my drama, WTH is wrong with these people...OMG, I am sick of people, sick of school and just wish they would just leave me alone MY GOD....I hate drama!!!!

SHUT THE F&*^*( UP!!!!! SERIOUSLY!!!!

This morning..
SD: I am going to my moms tonight but if she gives me any trouble you are going to have to pick me up so dont make any plans to go out or anything.

Me: Dad will be home....

SD: Where do you think your going?

Me: excuse me??? I dont think i have to tell you everything now do i...I smile and say now get your back pack its time for school....

SD: Whatever just letting you know I will probably not be staying at my moms so....

I roll my eyes and say to myself" of course not"....

I want to SCREAM :sick: