Well, here's some new insight for the day....I've simply had enough. I just can't stand the position I'm in. My husband growls, throws stuff, and has temper tantrums in the evenings again. I get these ridiculous notes from his ex-wife about junk that was resolved in court years ago, only she has completed misconstrued interpretations. I get emails from her which conflict the content of the letters. My SS tells me information that my husband says isn't true. And the noise level here in the house from my husband's temper tantrums at night are so loud, that he is scaring my dogs.

My boyfriend's daughter is back from her mini-vacation with her mom. I knew it was too good to be true. I spoke to the biomom before they went on vacation and we discussed that the daughter should still have consequences from her sneaking out of the house with the boyfriend her mother so adamantly didn't want her to be alone with.

Since stepson is grounded from video games for lying to his dad, I decided to take him out and get him to practice soccer. Of course I thought I would show him some of my soccer moves.

That is when I realized......I'm getting old. I know I'm going to be sore tomorrow. It is taking all of the energy I have left to sit up at the computer and type this entry. How sad is that??!!!

We had a great holiday weekend that didn’t end so great…We were both off Monday and Tuesday so that made it a nice long weekend…we were able to get the whole house cleaned (I clean the upstairs and he does the downstairs…) and all the laundry done…he had a few people over for a study group and then he and I watched some movies and sat out on the deck and enjoyed the night air…we also got his office painted FINALLY and got his desk and stuff moved in…it looks really nice and I’m glad that he finally has “his space” done b/c he helped me get my office together over a year ago and his office w

Hi everyone - just wanted to share with you something that happened last night that made me really happy!

Sorry guys - just have to let off a little steam! On Sunday drove my SS all over town trying to find where he 'thought' his team was playing soccer! In the end he missed the match (making me drive for over 2 hours in the meantime!) and didn't even thank me!

Hi, everybody!

Just wanted to share a cute story from the weekend.

My 4 year old SS spent the night with us and I was taking him to brush his teeth in the morning. He tugged at the back of my yoga pants and said, "You have a pretty butt." I was stunned for a split second and then just said, "Uh, thanks. Now let's brush your teeth." My husband so wished he could have seen it happen.

Wishing everybody a safe, happy 4th of July!

SMIT

Well, I've figured out something new today. The way you get treated is not because of where you're standing in line, it's because of who you are, or should I say who you know. I was checking with a sketch artist about my beloved deceased hound's sketch, that I ordered in March (he passed away in February) and I've been waiting since March. She still hadn't gotten it done yet. Last month, it was supposed to have been started and should been finished two weeks ago.

I have been keeping busy the last couple of days working outside and doing some sewing to make repairs to the continuous state of holes that I have from my puppy Bullet. He is now almost 8 months old. We weighed him yesterday and he is 56 pounds. My husband almost dropped him as he tried to jump out of his arms. He is all legs. He has now shredded every comforter and blanket he has had. I am sewing another comforter back together as he tears the seams and then pulls out the stuffing.

I recently found out that my fiances family believes that I broke his "good" marriage/family apart. My fiance left his wife after 12 years of marriage.

What they all don't know, is that he cheated on her just 2 years after they were married, and didn't stop searching for someone until he found me, 10 years later.

He just recently told his sister the truth, but what about everyone else? His mother, father, ...and most of all, his ex? If it wasn't me that ended up compatible with him, then it would have been someone else.