im so depressed right now that i dont even care aynmore. after so many years of frustrations, fights, and all that, im numb. i cry a lot and i cant seem to find the energy to get out of bed. im scared and weak and cant eat. i'm not a depressive person at all, so i can tell that this is deep and bad and im not sure how i will get out. my hubby is close to me and helping but i think this time i broke bad. all the tension, all the bad stuff for years, all the responsibilities, all the thigns i did right and all the things i did wrogn..just the shear amount of energy... just got to me big time and i broke. i hope you ladies figure things out before you gave everything you got, you did everything you could and then you find yourself depressed empty and hurt. i now, even from this "lowest low" that im strong and that this will pass and i will learn from it but damn it hurts right now!.