Well...here we go :(
I know some of you have been hearing me vent and you have no idea how much I appreciate it. So..I was going about my day and I get home and my husband says “can I ask you something and you won’t get angry”. I said of course. He said “do you mind if I go to her graduation?”
I said “I won’t ever stop you from doing what you want to do. Just let me know you are going and please don’t tell me any details if you go. I don’t want to hear about it”
look, I’m just going to be real here and just know I’m already heartbroken so please be kind. I feel a little angry after everything she has done to me and him. She is 25 years old. She isn’t a kid. And all of my friends say she is a “mean girl”. I can’t help how I feel but I feel betrayed. He told me he would not go anywhere I wasn’t invited because we are a family. I feel like he’s just full of shit. See, I’m loyal to a fault. And I don’t have kids and maybe this is why I can’t get this. I don’t have unconditional love like this. He has no idea how upset I am because I don’t want him to know I’m hurt. I’m in shock honestly. I know I probably sound like a bitch but I’m not. I have no family and I took his girls in like they were my own. I love my husband more than anything but right now I’m just in shock. I can’t help how I feel. I almost feel like his ex and her family and my stepdaughter will be laughing and think “yup he chose me over her”. Please help me. I’m severely depressed right now and angry. The worst part is her graduation is the day after my mom was murdered. I don’t have family except for him. What do I do? And please don’t say to go because I don’t go to things when I’m not invited. Thanks guys. I appreciate you being here for me.