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Haven't blogged in a while, small update.

Nymh's picture

Sorry I've been absent for a few days. It feels like there's so much to read now since I've been gone. This website has become so popular!

Anyway, I had a dream last night that SS, BF and I were sitting on the couch watching a movie, and SS leaned over and gave me a kiss and told me he loved me. I was so happy! I gave him a hug and a kiss and told him I loved him back. Then he gave me a mother's day card that was really sweet and I was so shocked. When I opened it up I could tell that it was biomom's handwriting inside and I was confused about that.

Last night I got an email from biomom out of the blue that said I thought the lies and childish games were over. I guess I was wrong. I pity you. WTF? What the hell have I done to make her send me that? Nothing. Well, no, I take that back. I made my Myspace private so that she couldn't read it anymore and I could talk about whatever I wanted. I've avoided the subject of HER for years on my Myspace and other journals because every time I bring it up she goes ballistic...but when I make an entry private or friends-only so that she can't read it I never hear the end of it either. "You obviously have something to hide from me, you're apparently ashamed of yourself; what do you have to say that you wouldn't want me to read, blah blah blah". I think I'm entitled to talk about whatever I want, and it's my #$%@ journal so I think I'll make it private if I @(#* well please. If I don't want her to read what I have to say, that's my right! Right? It's not even because I might feel the need to talk about her in one of my entries. I really just don't think that it's right for this woman to be reading my personal thoughts, dreams, wants, desires, fears, etc. It's the principle of the matter. Besides, SHE has a Myspace and IT'S set to private, but she doesn't even know that I know she has it. You know why? Because I don't care! It's none of my business just as mine is none of hers!

Sorry, I just woke up. I shouldn't blog when I just wake up. I'm really hard to get along with in the mornings.

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lovin-life's picture

Not a morning person eh? lol

Did you respond to her e-mail? You should ask her what that comment was all about.... Your probablly right, but ask just to confirm.

And if she continues to go one...maybe you should point out some of the facts you mentioned above... (but later in the afternoon when your not so cranky....lmao)

Like sometimes you like privacy on your blog...just like she likes to keep her blog provate. That should shut her up! I mean how can you argue with that..... Smile

Nymh's picture

Oh it didn't take her long to confirm that herself. I resolved to not respond to any of her emails unless they refer to an emergency with SS. It wasn't long before she just came out and asked what I had to hide, called me childish, a liar, yadda yadda...

*rolls eyes*

*~So sayeth Nymh~*

happy's picture

What is she mad about because she cannot read your my space anymore.. That is crazy.. WOW a lot of nerve..
I wouldn't even respond I would let her sit and fester on this and let it drive her crazy. Its none of her business what you say or do on there.. SHE"S NUTS!!!

Bobbi's picture

She is a real piece of work. I wouldn’t respond to her either! In fact, not responding will probably aggravate her more.

Nymh's picture

I'm not. I haven't responded to anything she's sent me at all. Hopefully she'll get the picture and just give up. I've tried to ignore her several times but I always eventually end up caving in...this time, however, I have resolved to NOT respond to anything she says or does unless it's an emergency with SS. In the past if I ignored her she would escalate and get worse and worse until I finally got so pissed off that I said something back. But NOT ANYMORE! She needs to learn that she can't bully me around or push my buttons and get me to give up and finally respond. I feel so empowered! She will not bully me anymore!

*~So sayeth Nymh~*