Just hurt and sad :(
I dont know what to do. I have told you before that my skids have lied about me lied to me about other people and then told me they didnt like me never had and never will. :? With all that I havent opened my pocket book to them dont take them to do fun stuff, just thought if you dont like me why the HELL am I going to spend MY money on your butts. Me and my DH have talked before about me not wanting to do a whole lot with them cause of the actions that they have had, he agreed which was a shock those are his little girls! :sick: We had said not a big Christmas no spring trip or summer trip no really even having fun on our weekends with them (which BM told us to do) Well now we have the girls this weekend and my family wants to go to the drive inn moves out of town I want to go so bad but there is apart of me that doesn't want to cause I they are with us. Yes it is making our lives un-fun and thats not fair but why the hell do I want to do fun stuff with them. Last night me and my DH talked about it and he has now told me that he thinks that if we can he wants to do something small for the summer I am very hurt and I feel like my DH has turned his back on me I am sad about it. I asked him if he would like me to kick him in the balls and punch him in his face and see how long it took for him to get over it and lets just move on. No real answer from him on that. What the skids did to me was so hurtful they were the one to start calling me mom I always said I am kayjoy21 your dads wife. What do I do how do i handle all this BS?!?!?!