No good deed left undone
... my family is a step, so is husbands. So is our own blend. I was much older when my parents split, less affected I feel. It breaks my heart that ALL 4 of my parents are more of parents to my husband than his mother and stepfather. As I type this with my husbands head in my lap while he sleeps. I could pay $200/hr for a therapy session but I'll put it out here instead. I cant understand what my DH did to deserve getting cheated on by his ex with his stepbrother and the two f0cks having a kid together and LYING to DH and everyone else about it for over a decade, including SS. I mean, on my worst enemy, I would never do something so God damn sinister. How did such a beautiful, loving man come from these sadistic selfish sacks of shit? DH's real dad died when he was 13 and I think he was the only logical man in his life (aside from out of town family on his dad's side). It's sad. All so sad. My family is no prize but at least there is a very bottom line of love and respect and morality. If I weren't under the weather right now, I'd surely be sick to my stomach. I thought there was only supposed to be one f0ck up in a family, not everyone BUT one. It's just so sad.